Saturday, August 31, 2019
TWENTY THREE - Spending time with my "Brother from the same Mother"
Thursday, June 27, 2019
TWENTY TWO - Hello Maternal Grandma!!!
Thursday, June 13, 2019
TWENTY ONE ~ Learning we all have the right to sing our own song Brother Steve
Wednesday, May 22, 2019
TWENTY - the GOOD, the BAD & the UGLY (truth hurts)
Retouched photo of mom by "Random Acts of Kindness" group on FBThe Pendulum swing of "Hopeful to Hopeless" |
As mom's 87th Birthday became closer, my sense of urgency to find her reared it's ugly head. I again started pestering people of what they remembered about her (when did you last see her, where did she live, did your parents mention Anything about what she was doing etc) One of those people suggested a great idea....why don't I find someone willing to run her name in the U.S. data base...maybe there is something about her there!
WOW why didn't I think of that!
Once I found someone to run her name, I was on Pins and Needles. Somewhere in the back of my mind I assumed Suddenly she would be found. Maybe a little old lady in a home with dementia, or even better a really nice retirement home in Florida. I couldn't help but have butterflies for the few days waiting to hear back. I warned hubby that IF she was found, I was flying out there ASAP to see her. And of course "Brother Steve" would accompany me to meet his mom!
Another CLOSED door
Well it didn't take long to be shot down by a burning inferno of Realty. Mom did NOT show up AT ALL, no matter how far back he looked. I was told that she was Most likely DEAD, and I should try to find out for sure using the SSID. When I explained that I was told I would need a death Certificate to get the SS#....and to get a SS# I need the Death certificate. I'm in a NO WIN situation.
It was suggested that I go State by State asking if there is a death certificate for her. "Some" states might do a search for free, while others would charge for the search. My worry is the fact that I don't know her last name or if she had remarried. Being in the "Great White North" prevents me easy access to all the USA has to offer for searching. He then suggested I could possibly find her if I take a trip to the Largest Genealogical Library of the world in Salt Lake City.
Working on my FACT Collecting
So that is what I'm "Hoping" to do this year. I already warned hubby that it's happening (I hope) My 1st 6 months searching for mom, I met LOU in a Search Group on Facebook. Lou went to the LDS Library in Salt Lake City last year. She prompted me to get a list of all the major facts and have detailed notes. Arrange to have an LDS helper booked Before I get to Salt Lake City....and she offered to meet up with me to get me started once I'm there. I couldn't ask for a Nicer Angel.
I am going to Push ahead with plans for the LDS Library. I have already checked out flights, hotels and transportation. I MUST follow this thru to the end. Seems like this is my Last hope for success. My Recently found BROTHER STEVE turns 70 in 2020...so that is the NEW Deadline to
"FIND LENORA JENNINGS"!!!!
"FIND LENORA JENNINGS"!!!!
Saturday, March 23, 2019
EIGHTEEN - HAPPY 65th BIRTHDAY to ME!
NINETEEN - A new hint in an old document - Divorce decree
PARENTS Divorce Decree 1979 |
Original decree tells more than Certificate
It's amazing - no matter How many times you tell yourself to look in Every corner...you miss something! My frustration at not finding anything new sometimes gets the best of me. It was one of those days that I decided to write another post on the Face Book "searching for bio family" I explained that even though I have checked, double checked, triple checked the SSN listings, I can't find anything that will tell me if my mom "LENORA ANNE JENNINGS" is alive or dead. There was a flurry of questions from people who had ideas on finding new information. I had posted the File # on my parents Divorce Decree, and the fact that the Certificate was missing information. When I called the courthouse, I was told they didn't have any more info...so I dropped it.
Well this Lady double checked the certificate and then sent me a private message with something new...."Some one" had requested a copy of the divorce decree in the last 10 years....WHAT?!?!?!
WHAT can this possibly mean???
YES I realize that maybe there is a Simple explanation....but it could also open up the Real possibility that in 2011, my mom was alive!!! My dad had moved on with his life and suffering from Parkinson's disease. I can't imagine that he would have even been capable of asking for a copy, and of course to what end would he need a copy. BUT "IF" mom wanted to remarry, or prove she was divorced, then it is Possible that my mother Could have requested a copy. The thought is MIND boggling to me, but now I need to prove it. Gotta get myself focused again
Feels like I'm back to square one!
So 2 days searching for the files, and I am unable to see the latest date of the request. I ordered the original divorce document because I already had the Divorce Certificate, which was missing info.
Unfortunetly the Court house won't mail to Canada....good thing I have my newly found Maternal cousins in the U.S. I have been sitting here looking at the document for a few days now, hoping a light will go off, but so far NOT! My cousin Michael offered to ask some legal friends what my next step should be. I'm desperate enough to post again on Face Book "Bio family search page" Maybe someone has a new idea on how to find out WHO requested a copy of the divorce.
I spoke to my Brother Steve today and vowed I will continue the search for our mom. I had hoped to find her before I turned 65, but I missed my deadline. I turned 65 years old 2 weeks ago. Yep I gotta get focused, become obsessed again and hope Somewhere, Someone knows where I can find her!
I'm going to KEEP LOOKING
I'm going to KEEP LOOKING
Saturday, January 26, 2019
SEVENTEEN ~ my sister TINA died 10 years ago today ~ sad day
TINA and I enjoying life at Rice Lake - 1985 |
Christina Marie 1956 - 2009
Today's post will be dedicated to my kid sister Tina. It is the 10th anniversary of her death, a date I wish wasn't such a bitter sweet reminder of What was. From as young as I can remember, it was "Tina and I" When our parents split there were Group homes, many moves to a new neighborhood and new schools. The times we lived with mom had a lot of unsupervised time while mom worked. When dad got custody of us, the result was another parent who worked Many hours to make ends meet. We were left with a step-mom who was Not a caring, compassionate person. Our lives were controlled by a new strictness and became difficult as we got older. The upside was it made Tina and I closer because thru All our life changes, we had each other.
Itty, bitty, teenie, weenie, tiny, little sister Tina
Our maternal side of the family is plagued by colon / bowel cancer. There's a history of dying too young, even if treated at an early age. It was the fate of my sister. She left this earth before she could accomplish everything she wanted.
BUT I want to stress, Tina lived every moment like it was her last. Tina was always the "Life of the Party" Her impeccable fashion sense was inherited from our mom. Tina was Always the BEST dressed, perfect hair and the most color co-ordinated person I ever met. It was a gift I never had. I marvel how she found lipstick, nail color and hair color to match for every occasion.
My sister married young, had 3 children in quick concession and then separated. No matter what was going on, she tried to make sure her children ate well, dressed well and enjoyed the finer things in life. Tina enjoyed playing games. Card games, board games, sheckers and chess. Tina also liked Bowling, playing her violin, sketching and singing...but she LOVED to go Shopping and to the Casino!!! Tina was in her glory spending time with friends, and family.
My sister married young, had 3 children in quick concession and then separated. No matter what was going on, she tried to make sure her children ate well, dressed well and enjoyed the finer things in life. Tina enjoyed playing games. Card games, board games, sheckers and chess. Tina also liked Bowling, playing her violin, sketching and singing...but she LOVED to go Shopping and to the Casino!!! Tina was in her glory spending time with friends, and family.
She is still with us in Spirit
Tina was fortunate enough to have 5 grandchildren before she passed. Tina enjoyed a close relationship with our father and she also had a sweet significant life partner. I hope she can see that I have finally found our brother Steve and we now have some pretty wonderful first cousins on our mom's side. I hope my sister Tina can feel the Love that we all have for her. And most of all, the joy we have in the memories of our short time together You are missed sister!
Thursday, January 24, 2019
SIXTEEN ~ Wonderful to find my Jennings cousins!
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